FuCk....
OMG... so yeah.. today I talked to my boyfriend about God... fuck.. of all things eh? about God... Who the fuck is he anyways? is he even really there? eh? I dont know.. its all kind of confusing to me... i love my boyfriend Sean so much but to me sometimes he seem's crazy... he has so much faith in this God who I think he doesnt really know jacks hit about he just eats up everything that is fed to him but when you ask for the facts, there isn't shit.. He's so naive.... Just becuase his life was soo good doesnt mean everyone elses was too right???????? I mean, mine for sure wasn't. He has NOOO worries.... friends and school... ha... that isnt shit... Now I am just sitting wondering how he can be so naive, Ive been with him 7 months and I thought I'd helped him just a little atleast with being a little more understanding.... but I guess I didnt, he's even more stubborn than I am.. ha... thats pretty bad... Well Im off to ponder on this stupid ass subject some more....